Monday, November 8, 2010

On a Fine winter morning...
after oversleeping a bit...
Life is flowing over unknown terrains, and i dont know what is life keeping in store for my tomorrow.

Had conducted tests in Munirka batch and moved on to Bersarai.
I dont know why I am not happy as much as i should be. But I'm not also sad, something is hurting me from the corner of my mind, or something is nagging me. Dont know what.

Any way started PT preperations earlier this year, considering my failure in that part. Has to move with Democracy in India.

Had given extra assignments to Binu.
And I wish I had someone with me, who is mature enough to understand and loving enough to hold me tight. I feel lonely amongst the crowd....

Sunday, November 7, 2010

I am happy with IHK website taken away from me.
IHK has enough money and doesnt need my charity.
Let the professionals do it and IHK Pay for it.
When I was doing none of many of state office bearers promised this and that and never delivered.
I was never given requested data on time.
When they are paying for it, they feel more responsible.

Sadath's case is also the same.
He wants everything to be costless. Thats why he is after me. He wants this that and all the best, at cheap cost. I would not have minded the cash, but his dialogues are irritating.
I am grossly unhappy after his comment that this can be done much better by a professional for just 5000.00 while it will actually cost atleast 25k if it is done by a pro. He thinks he knows everything and all others are fools???
It is not amount, but feeling of being devalued that counts. I am thinking, should I continue with that work...
The delay he made in paying just the meager amount for hosting is also nagging me, perhaps.

OOPs I have a NCERT to finish, a set of assignments to be valued, and a room to clean, bye for now.
After a long gap, i'm back.
My friend Ishaq asked me, is there any common place from where i can access all your web activities.
I was never thinking of it till then, and i decided to give a link list my pages in this blog.
I myself was surprised with so much of inactivity in this blog.
Finances and emotions should not be leading to perpectual inactivity, and I'm back with occassional actions.